euphoria
/"the state of being elated, full of joy, overly happy":
Euphoria.
such a weird word, I know...
but in the middle of a late night feeding last night,
its the word that came to my mind as
I tried to process how I was feeling in that moment.
I am so in love.
I wrote before about how I was afraid I'd have trouble loving two.
But God has once again stretched my heart.
There's something in me that can put aside the exhaustion,
the sore nipples, the postpartum body pains,
the fear of not doing things "right"...
because I have this love in my heart,
overtaking anything else.
I feel honored that I get to meet the basic need of LOVE
for this brand new little life.
And I am honored that my Heavenly Father feels the same way.
{and I need so badly to remember this}
He feels the same "Euphoria" about me
as I do about her.
He is elated, full of joy and overly happy
to love ME.
