may I end my days with THIS kind of faith...

Taking a break from my new Giving Honor series today, because this video needs to seen.
Just watch it, and maybe grab some kleenex.

Also...Prepare to be challenged and moved about how you would picture your last days and moments if this was you.

such GREAT faith here, y'all.

(if you don't want to watch it all, just make sure you stop it or fast forward it to about minute 7 and keep watching...)



The Lord totally used this video in our lives just a few nights ago, after Parker shared it with me.
We watched it together, and it was honestly very impactful to our lives, marriage, and faith.
It just dug in even deeper the things the Lord has already been saying and showing us...
about our priorities and our faith to believe Him through ALL things.

May I end my life in this way someday, knowing there is nothing else I needed because I had HIM...
and that to see His glory would always be my ultimate goal and praise!

filled with JOY to tell you...



Yes! Baby Lowe #3 is due January 9th, 2015!
We are praising God and thanking Him daily for this precious life,
this sweet one growing in my belly...



I am just through my first trimester now, and still almost in shock, as I see the goodness and redemption of God growing daily inside me.
It is truly a miracle, and we recognize this as a sweet gift and reminder that He loves us and that He loves life.



As I saw our little one last week, at 13 weeks, I was blown away at how much I loved this baby already 
Because it is MADE by a perfect creator, and because after so much loss in the last year or so, (including our last two pregnancies)... 
staring at this growing, perfectly forming baby IS a miracle.
and it IS a display of His goodness to us to restore life...life we so badly desire.
I couldn't take my eyes off of it!
Thank you Jesus!

"You have turned my mourning into joyful dancing.
You have taken away my clothes of mourning and clothed me with joy,
that I might sing praises to you and not be silent.
Oh Lord, my God, I will give you thanks forever!"
Psalm 30:11-12

here are a few more fun pics I just had to share...
(and a few more details about this pregnancy)


the girls are beside themselves excited, and sweet Abigail prays for the baby in my tummy every single day.
One of the first things she said was "Bethany! We get to be big sisters TOGETHER!"
(my heart exploded!)


With my most recent pregnancy ending in miscarriage and finding out it was a Molar Pregnancy, 
I had been considered "higher risk" through this first trimester, because the chance of another consecutive Molar is pretty high. But I was "cleared" last week that it is no longer a threat and I no longer have to have a ton of blood work at each appointment!
Praising God!

For those of you wondering, because these questions seem to always get asked:
I am due January 9th.
I am about 13 1/2 weeks now, (and yes I am already showing a lot!)
(and no, we did NOT plan on all our kids being born within two weeks of each other right at Christmastime! haha)
we WILL find out what we are having, probably towards the end of August.
(I need to prepare myself if I need to incorporate blue into this pink house!)

Abigail took this picture below...kindof turned out cool so I had to include it here!


We are thrilled and excited!
God is good, y'all.





Giving Honor: Stephanie Holden



So happy to start this little series here today that is dear to my heart!
(you can read more about it here)

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I can't think of a sweeter lady to kick off this series with...
Someone who deserves a lot of honor.





If you are part of the blogging/social media world, you may know her as "Honey".
Her name is Stephanie, wife, mom, grandmother, a good friend to me...
and she is one of my favorite people on the planet.
You may know her from social media, but if you don't...
you are missing out on a woman who is the real deal, y'all!

but first, I cant not stop and say something about that pic above ...isn't she gorgeous?!
(um, please let me look like that when I have three grandbabies, thanks. :) )
Also, she says "Y'all" like I do. I love that.

Above all, and there are lots of amazing things about this lady, she isn't shy at all to tell her story of redemption, transformation, and being loved on by Jesus.
She knows what the true wooing of the Lord is, and she follows close to it daily.

Have you ever met someone who inspires you to press on and be better?
That's what Steph is to me, and to so many.
I watch her not just as an amazing mother in her family, but as a spiritual mother to many.

I have had the privilege of spending some quality time with her over the last few years
(y'all remember those girls trips I go on with all my "blogger" friends? That's how Steph and I met in person!)
She is part of our constant, daily, texting craziness, even though sometimes we all know that she's probably standing on a chair somewhere trying to get signal to her phone so she can keep up! lol

How Stephanie has inspired me and why I know she can be a blessing to you if you don't already know her:

1. The love between her and her husband Nick, of 26 YEARS, is so inspiring. I love watching them and knowing their story. To see them walk into being "empty nesters" the last few years has been an honor as I have seen them do it with such grace. And even have some empty-nester fun! They truly are love-birds. And to know how they walk out their faith leading so many other to Christ through their own testimonies of redemption, is so awesome. I cant wait to meet Nick someday in person. (and I can't wait for him and Parker to meet too, I know they will be friends!)

(aren't they adorable?)


2. She follows her passion and goals. Some of you may have seen her in the running recently to go to Rwanda with Noonday Collection. She was racking up votes. She didnt end up getting chosen to go, but I think the display of love for her through the thousands of votes she got was a huge testimony to how loved and adored she is by so many. Even by people that don't totally "know" her, but just know her story or read her blog or instagram posts, and are blessed by her heart. I love that she felt God's call to try and go on that trip, and just went for itAnother goal she followed that I saw inspire so many people was her weight loss journey over the past year or so. She rocked it. She realized it was a needed goal, and she did something about it. Not many people do that. But she put in the effort, got her family involved, and met her goals. Pretty awesome...and she looks and feels great!3. She pours all she is into her family. She truly makes me want to be a good "Matriarch" of our family someday. She loves on her girls and her husband and her grandkids with so much joy. She gives much to them all with her time and talents (she did her daughter's wedding all handmade a few years ago...pretty amazing stuff!) I have already learned a lot from her wisdom and advice and know that in the years to come, I will have much more to glean from her own experience of raising girls who all love the Lord deeply.4. She and her family gather often. oh I dream of this yall. I dream of one day having all my kids and grandkids meet as often as possible to break bread and share life. Many of y'all have seen her pics of "Porterville Nights" where her whole fam gets together for a meal every Monday night. pretty amazing and encouraging to see a family, especially this day and age, that is so close. It's because they make the effort. And she makes the effort to orchestrate it as the Mother of the house. (you know Im coming to a Porterville Night someday Steph!)5. She is a good friend and a great encourager. She has loved me and all the girls in our little group of friends so well. She recently sent me a bracelet that meant a lot to me and I was so touched by the words in her note. She notices little things people love and are blessed by, and does them. I can't wait to hang out with her in about 3 months on our next girls trip! And I saw her being a good friend to so many, just a few months ago at Hope Spoken. People know how genuine she is, that's why they are so drawn to her.
(This was right after Hope Spoken, we all had a "family dinner". One of the best moments was when all these friends got to meet my husband and girls. Steph was sitting next to Parker the whole time. He told me later that He could tell she was such a sweet person just by being with her for a few minutes.)

It feels like there is so much more I could say about this precious lady, but that's where I want you to go get to know her now...

she blogs here.
she instagrams @honeyholden.
(and if you happen to be going to Hope Spoken next year, you get to hear her speak!)

Go find her y'all, and be blessed by her life.

Love you much Steph!!!!!  

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Come back every Wednesday to hear about another precious soul you will be touched by! 
My heart in this is that it will be a blessing to all!




Red, White, and Blue fruit and cream cookies!


I shared this last summer...
but wanted to again because its a great treat for 4th of July-ness this week!
and I fell in love with yumminess and freshness!

It's perfect for summer treats!
They've always been a big hit, perfect for gatherings, showers, etc.
{and I had NO clue when I took these pics that I had pinned something just like this a long time ago...so there are much prettier pictures of this on Pinterest, but this is my simple take...}

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You need:
sugar cookie mix (I just get the cheap store brand...they are the best in my opinion!)
marshmallow cream
cream cheese
fruit of your choice
(I used strawberries and blueberries bc I of Red White an Blue, but Kiwi or any fruit would be great too!)

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Make the cookies according to the directions.
I made them extra big and flat.

Mix together the cream cheese and Marshmallow cream until well blended and soft!
(FYI this was always my favorite fruit dip my mom made growing up, but I love this new spin to put in on a cookie!)

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cut up your fruit.
set everything out and include a spreader knife for the cream.
THATS IT!!

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seriously...this seems so simple, and it is, but it is SO so good!!!!
ENJOY!

{This could also be a super cute 4th of July party treat with strawberries and blueberries!!}

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Happy Red White and Blue week, y'all!