our love story

y'all. I am so honored and excited to be sharing our love story on one of my best friends' blogs today.
Danielle does the "A Love Story" series every February and I have always enjoyed reading people's love stories...and this year? I get to share ours!
go check it out here!!

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here's a little sneak at my post...

I am Sarah, and my man is Parker. :)
We celebrated 10 years of marriage last August, and still can't believe it has been so long!
(yep, I was young when we got married...I was 20 and he was 25.)
To say it's been a crazy journey might be a little bit of an understatement.
But through it all...God has been good.

I consider our journey to be one of love growing because of hard times.
And seeing that love grow, through it all, is what makes it our love story.

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backtrack to Fall of 2002...
I came home to Dallas from my sophomore year of college at Baylor one weekend in September.
I went that Saturday night to the home of my spiritual parents/mentors who were hosting a worship and prayer time.
Parker, who was also close to this couple, had come home from law school in Oklahoma that weekend too, and was at this worship night.
Afterwards, some of us were hanging around in the kitchen and we started chatting. I had heard this guy's name before from Joe and Kim (our spiritual parents). He was cute and we were def flirting a little bit. I didn't know it at the time, but he already had known who I was, because he had inquired about me before to Joe and Kim! I didn't really remember meeting him before (oops), and then it came out while we were flirting that I didnt even know he had gone to the same high school as me (double oops)! I mean, he IS 5 years older. ha!

Later that night, we exchanged emails and Instant Messenger names (umm, hello does AOL even exist anymore? we are getting old, people.)
Back at Baylor two days later, I got an email from him, we chatted online a bit, and we then exchanged numbers. (why we didn't just do that in the first place, i dont know. Trying to be cool with IM and hotmail accounts, I suppose).
We talked... all. the. time.
For hours at a time. At all hours.
The 6 hours between us (me in Waco, TX and he in Norman, OK) forced us to talk.
Sharing life, stories, dreams, passions, goals, struggles, and just our day without seeing each other in person much was hard, but it was such a great foundation for us.
And the cool thing is, it is still our favorite thing to do...just sit and talk about anything and everything.
(I love that my man is a good talker. And a good listener. God knew I needed that, ha)

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Then the whirlwind of falling in love and getting married began...

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go read the rest of our story on Danielle's blog (click here),
and be sure to follow along on her blog this month to read other love stories from some amazing women!
((Thanks Danielle, love you friend!))

Why I Blog

Sharing.
life, love, heartaches, little ones, miracles, prayer needs, losses, firsts, life events, testimonies,
new friends, new perspectives.
LIFE.

This blogging community is like no other.
Seriously.
The women I have connected with through blogging have
blessed my life.
I can't not be a part of it, if that makes sense.

Blessings come, miracles happen, healing takes place...
when we share life with one another.
That's what I hope to do here.

Stop by anytime,
our door is always open!



remembering my Daddy today...

1 year ago today, my sweet Daddy went Home to be with his Maker.
It was a hard day then, and still a difficult one now,
but we know the freedom he is experiencing there, and the suffering he is avoiding here.
And we know the beautiful luxurious presence of Jesus he is in now...
and so we remember and grieve with HOPE and peace.

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I had an amazing father.
Truly a blessing to be his daughter.
I am so thankful for the 30 years I had with him, and look forward to spending eternity together with him and Jesus, and all the saints someday!
...because that day IS coming.

and so, that's why I can grieve with hope and peace.
Dad is in the best place now. The absolute best place.

So while January 30th will always be a "hard day".
I am trying my best to remember that January 30th is the best day for my dad.
It's the day he went HOME.

I miss you Dad...

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I also want to take a second to remember the sweet little baby we lost in July.
Today (Jan 30th) was my due date.
My baby is also Home now...
And I have a feeling my Dad is being the best "Hop" to our baby today, on this hard day.
What a beautiful picture.

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Many people say the first year after such a hard loss (and we've been through a few now) is the hardest.
It has for sure been hard.
But without the support of family, this community here, and some incredible friends and sisters in the Lord...it would've been a lot harder.
Thank you. Thank you all for your love in this last year.
Be blessed, friends.




some (personal) quotes about grieving

Tomorrow, January 30th, marks 1 year since

losing my Dad

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It also is the due-date for

the baby we lost in July

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(i know, crazy.)

I've been reflecting a lot lately on this grieving process, and on how my heart is doing one year out.

And He has been speaking to me a lot about it.

One main thing I am working though is how my heart is so tempted to hang on to heartache.

Where as some people go through loss and initial grief,

and reflect back to say it feels like it was "just a blur" and they don't really remember much,

my mind operates differently.

I remember everything. Every date, time, place, event, conversation, and heartache.

(kind of like how we all know where and what we were doing on Sept 11.

That's how I am/have been with traumatic things in my life)

And while I do realize that part of that is just processing the hurt,

I am also coming to realize it has hindered me from moving on.

Not moving on from the person or the memory, just from the hurt.

In the same regard, and at my family's encouragement, I have to give myself grace to go through it all. 

To feel it all, to process and handle it all.

BUT ALSO TO BE HEALED. To have a whole, fully-operating heart.

My end goal? To remember, to feel, to hold on to the person...

But to be FREE from hurt.

There's a difference between grieving and staying stuck in the pain.

Even though these things, these losses we have been though, have added to me, to build my story...

they DO NOT define me.

I think that's where I have been stuck before, and where a lot of people get stuck while grieving.

They let the heartache and loss define them.

Please,

if you are going through loss, do not let it define you or become your identity.

It will steal from your life.

You have a lot more to give, so much love and life to live...

So my prayers are with you, you who might be hurting today...

I am with you.

HE is with you and can heal your heart.

I promise...He is healing mine.

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I've created some quotes here, that come straight from my own heart and my own journey.

I hope that they will be meaningful...please feel free to share them.

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{ you can read more parts of my STORY in the

"loss & healing"

 section of my blog}

sunshine...finally!

Healthy kiddos and gorgeous weather were so welcome the last few days!
We got to enjoy lots of family time, and pretty much were outdoors all weekend long.
Those are the best kinds of days...
days that make our hearts full!
Lots of bike riding, Hummer driving, sand digging, drinking my coffee outside, and even wearing sandals! YAY!

buuuut....It's back to super cold again this week (silly Oklahoma winter),
so I'm really thankful for the sunshine we had!
Here's to a happy Monday and a good week ahead...

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