Isaac Jonathan

cannot believe our little man is 3 months old now.
 He has stolen our hearts in every way. He is already such a heartbreaker! :)

He seems so mature for his age, and is really such a happy baby.  Lord knows I needed that after two very colicky girls!  He makes me melt just be looking at me. I am totally loving this boy-mommy thing. :)  So so proud of my guy.

a letter to my New Mommy Self: (reposted)

Isaac is just 10 weeks now...
and such a sweet time it is.
I literally ADORE newborns.
Seriously, I could have one every day forever and ever. I just forgot how much I loved it!

So, in thinking about newborn things, and how the adjustment was with my first two, I was scrolling through some of my old posts.
I came across this one...one that somehow my own written words just spoke to me through!

Been thinking.processing with the Lord a lot about motherhood lately, and this valuable role I hold.
I even just started a new instagram called @motherhoodisteachingme, where mamas can connect and share the "teachable moments" we gain as mothers.

I just had to share this post again...it is a letter to my "new mommy self".
I hope I always remember all these things.
Hopefully it will bless you new mamas or mamas-to-be too... :)
(PS this was written before Isaac was born!)

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Dear Sarah,

First of all, you will not hear that (your own name) for a long time...you will now be referred to as "Abigail's Mommy, Bethany's Mommy, Mama, or Mommy".
But thats okay, because hearing a tiny voice call you Mama for the first time will be the best word you've ever heard.

You WILL get through the sleepless nights. There will be LOTS of them.
Abigail may not "sleep through the night" (whatever that means) until she is 10 months old,
but God will give you energy, I promise.

The colic WILL get better. You won't spend the rest of your life bouncing Abigail on a bouncy ball, or sitting by the running bath with Bethany for 2 hours every night to calm her down. It will actually end right around 3 months.
You can make it, and you will learn what it means to cry out to God while your babies wont stop crying.

Use gas drops from the get-go..they will calm tummies and make the colicky nights a little bit easier.

Get a Boba carrier, it will save you energy and give you the ability to wear baby close to you and still have the use of your hands. And it brings about good snuggles too.

Don't fight Abigail's independent spirit, she just isn't going to be a snuggle bug like you want her to be. Instead, ask God how to nurture that spirit in her...and when you do, she WILL want to be close to you.

And on that note, realize early that Bethany IS a snuggle bug...enjoy every second.

Breastfeeding WILL get easier. Call your lactation consultant friend ALL the time if you need to. It will be worth it to you to not give up.
You may even nurse Abigail for 18 months, and cry when she stops.

Remember that this adjustment to motherhood is ALSO an adjustment for your husband. His life is changing too.
Be patient with him as he learns and adapts to your new life.

Don't forget about him, even though you are now madly in love with a little girl too.

That Mommy and Me group at the hospital you are nervous to try? Go. They will become your greatest support group during the first year of motherhood. Pursue them, you will need them.

Take LOTS of pictures. Back them up. Invest in a great camera - it will be worth every penny.

Don't go overboard on Abigail's birthday party. It'll be fun without all the extra stuff...just celebrate HER.

Breastfeeding will become one of your most favorite things you've ever done.
You will learn how much it means to the baby AND to you.

Be patient with yourself as you try to lose the baby weight. It's not easy, but you WILL wear something other than pajamas someday.

If bed sharing is what works best for you and your family, do it.

Don't feel like you need to leave 4 pages of notes the first time you leave for a night out.
Your mom has obviously watched a baby before.
But if you do...hang onto them as a keepsake to look back and laugh about.

Keep burp cloths everywhere. And pacis too.

Don't ever be afraid to call the doctor about anything. Baby's health is important, even if it turns out you just needed to wash the dried
breast milk out of her ear.

Don't get caught up in the mommy-comparison game. Be you, be the best mom you can be to your babies. They are YOURS for a reason.

This letter could go on and on, but one last thing I will tell you...

Get ready to experience a love you had no idea you were capable of.
These little girls will capture your heart.

Love,
"Mama"

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Love to all you mothers...
you deserve hugs and love today! :)



Who I am

hey y'all.
I'm Sarah and I can't wait to get to know you! Thanks for coming by to share my life and my heart.
So thankful for the blogging community...it truly has added to my life.

me:
I am a 32 year old mama of two beautiful little ladies, Abigail (5) and Bethany (3), and a brand new baby boy Isaac (born January 2015), who are my world!
They keep me on my toes in every way, and I wouldn't trade staying home with them for anything.
Having babies rocked my world in the best way possible.


(preggo with baby Isaac, picture by Danielle Burkleo)

randoms:
I love Nutella (mainly on tortillas...think "nutella taco").
I am obsessed with the show Friends and will beat you at the boardgame every time.
Yes, I own the Friends boardgame.
I am a die-hard Texas Aggie fan (my Daddy raised me right), even though I went to school at Baylor.
I have been married to Parker for almost 12 years.
We've been through LOTS together, more than the average young couple...
but God has seen us through.
I wear Uggs every day in the winter, and Reefs every day in the summer.
my shows: Grey's, Parenthood, Shark Tank, Downton Abbey, The Good Wife, and Fixer Upper.
I am adopted and think it is the most amazing blessing someone can give and receive.
I am a Texas gal living in Oklahoma hoping to live in the mountains someday.
I love to blog and connect through social media (I have met some of my very best friends though it).



I write here about the seasons of life God has us walk through,
and about the faith that has made me who I am...and continues to mold me.
And I share about my sweet children, and everything in between.

My goal here on this blog is to be real.
I hope we can share life together through this little space...
Feel free to drop me an email or follow me here!
Would love to get to know you.

 So there you have it.
I hope you sit and stay a while. :)

Hope Spoken is almost here!

I am BEYOND excited that Hope Spoken 2015 is happening THIS WEEK.
My heart literally is so so happy that it is finally here!!
I look so forward to being in His presence and being uplifted by so many amazing women...again!

One neat thing about this year?
I have lots of my "people" that will be there.
My "tribe" (see below) of girls who i met through blogging, but are my closest friends now,
some precious friends from Norman (where we live now), including my amazing next-door neighbor,
AND some of my oldest and dearest friends from Dallas who have been part of our "spiritual family" for 20 years now!
....and of course new friends who I either met last year at Hope Spoken, or hope to meet this year!

I totally cried this morning just thinking of getting to worship in one room with these sweet women from all different  areas of my life.
How AMAZING.
Just does something to me emotionally.

I can't wait for it all, and for what I know the Lord has in store.
Especially for the women who did not attend last year...I think the Lord is going to just blow them away with his sweetness through this conference!

So get ready, ladies.
Come prepared to taste His goodness and to reminded how much He cares for you!!

(I thought I'd re-share my post about Hope Spoken last year... :)  )

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"Hope Spoken 2014: God showed up"

I can't even, I don't even know...how to start about this last weekend.
Hope Spoken wasn't just a good conference. It wasn't a "blogging thing", it wasn't a women's retreat, It wasn't a place to hear good speakers and take pictures with friends.
It was a place God showed up.
His presence fell and His Spirit got the attention of many women there.
Women who, like me, needed a fresh taste of His goodness.

Amidst all the beautiful women and beautiful stories of God's redemption and power and grace,
the most beautiful part for me, was seeing women open up and share their stories.
THEIR stories. THEIR souls. THEIR heartaches, THEIR fears. THEIR lives.
THEIR encounters with the goodness of God.


I think a lot of times we can so easily think that other people, "bigger" people than us, have stories that matter more that our own.
NOT true.
It's easy to think that amazing author or that "big" blogger has a story and a life testimony that matter more than ours.
YOUR story matters. Anything and everything you have been through...it's valuable.
And what I saw happening all around me at Hope Spoken, was women opening up and telling their own stories, because when God's presence comes, it creates a space to be real and comfortable.

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 (that's my tribe, my girls I can't do life without. We all got to be together, which made the weekend even better)

Not only were the decorations and goodies sheer perfection (though I did not get a macaroon! tear.), the community building aspect to the weekend's flow was perfect.  The way it was set up and run and scheduled was so good. The speakers were awesome. The worship leaders were wonderful. The small group aspect was perfect.
Danielle, Casey and Emily left no detail undone and I am so amazed how the weekend went, especially it being the very first one. Those ladies should be so proud of themselves for following their dream and seeing it come to life so beautifully
God showed up in all the details.

I had the honor to lead a small group throughout the weekend, and I could not have asked for a better one. The openness, the tears, the loving spirits shared between all these women who had all just met was really inspiring. God showed up...kindof the theme here, right?
I was humbled to hear different stories and to hear these women encourage each other.
I actually had things in my head to say for each session, but the Lord always just took over...which is really exactly what I prayed would happen. His agenda, not my own.
And things the women shared? I needed.
I needed to hear other people's stories.
And I came away with a love for these new friends, which is awesome
(love you ladies, miss you!)

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The reason I started this blog was because after our first miscarriage, I needed a place to tell my story. I needed an outlet to help me process, to just "put it out there".
(I think a lot of bloggers can relate to this).
And so I did.
And then I realized how much it helped me, and even connected me with others who were going through the same.
My point is...through that inner-hurting need and desire to be heard, I gained life.
Through sharing my loss, I gained life.
And through continuing to share my story here...I have gained SO much life.

So my encouragement to you?
Find a place to share your story.
Seek it out. If you don't have people you feel safe sharing with, then journal in some way.
I promise you...you need to tell your story.
And I can promise you this too...someone else needs to hear your story.

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I will share more about Hope Spoken next week, but just wanted to say all this for now.
Also, here are a few pics of the weekend!
*Tickets for next years conference go on sale soon. Last weekend of March 2015 in Dallas! Please consider going! Ill keep you posted here ab it all!*



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Cant wait, y'all!!