just typing what's on my mind...
/I honestly have no idea what to write about right now.
It's like my mind is a million places, but nowhere at all.
I'm seriously just typing.
I dont even have a plan with the pictures I've put in this post,
I just loved them and wanted to share them. :)
SO I guess I'll share a few things going through my brain this morning:
I am IN LOVE with my beautiful Abigail...
my love for her brings me to tears lately.
I am excited and nervous to have another in 5 weeks.
I'm nervous about loving her as much as I do Abigail
I'm anxious about how my sleep and energy will be affected with 2 littles.
I cannot wait to nurse a new baby again.
I believe God is wanting us to press in to Him,
and really get a clear picture as to what this season is for us.
I think this season may look different than what we've been trying to make it.
I'm anxious to understand what fellowship needs to look like for us in
this season.
I know that He will reveal it all.
I'm yearning to live BY HIS STRENGTH, and not my own.
(oh how badly I need to understand that.)
I am overwhelmed by all the "projects"
(organizing closets, garage, finishing A's baby book, etc)
that I want to get done before #2 arrives.
I am thinking about how to spend less and buy handmade gifts
(or make them myself) for Christmas this year.
I am so touched by this new "mothering spirit"
that Abigail has just stated lately...
she loves on her dollies so sweetly, which just WARMS my heart.
I am feeling so so grateful for the gift of spending each day with
my little girl.
I am surprised each day by how big and mature she is becoming.
(and a little sad too)
Today I have several friends on my heart whom I havent talked with
in a long time,
not sure why they have popped up in my mind,
but I am praying for them today.
I'm anxious to start a new way of eating healthy, exercising more, etc.
Parker and I have had several talks lately about how important it is for us to set
a great example to our children,
and how we need to change some habits, so that we will live to see their children.
As much as I love being pregnant,
I am anxious to have my body back to where it was.
I'm sad that my hubby has been sick all week, I feel so helpless.
I can't believe I'm going to be 29 in a few days,
I feel like life has just FLOWN since we had Abigail.
I so wish it would all slow down.
I feel like the Lord is trying to restore my heart of worship
and I am trying to be obedient to that. It has gotten lost in the daily stuff.
I want to live in the joy that Abigail has each day,
just uninhibited, unconditional JOY,
but I know that HAS to come from Him.
anyways.
that's my mixed up brain this morning...thanks for listening. :)
Lots on my heart, lots to process,
Lots to trust Him with.
Love yall, hope your day is blessed!
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